Everytime I think of breaking free,
returns a life of misery.
Calming, a pain deep within;
Struggling, knowing I'll never win.

Beyond the surface is where this all lies,
constantly needing you to let go and whisper to me Goodbye
"The Battle is only in your mind".
Whatever warms the savage cold.

Basing my deepest desires
on that this will be less complicated.
Leave now before this sorrow subsides.
Someone won't captivate me now.

Charicatures of a senseless fool:
now alone, unwilling and possibly incomplete.
How can you delve into my mind
when you can't even read yourself?

See yourself playing the part of my other,
Creasing my clothes with every tender touch.
Feels so right in my imaginings
but realise that it's so improbable.

I'm calm now, you've gone
because I know it's for me, and me alone.
If only I could trust that
someday you will change.

"No longer cool, but a girl in a stitch.
Unprepared for a life filled with lies and failing relationships".
Reverse call charges to you to tell you that I realise
that someday everyone who lives will die and die alone.